Yearning for The Phase of Unlearning

So colorful as it had been, 
So gloomy as it seems.
Give out so much-
disgusted from disregard.


Got chocolate cake here,
having both at once
but ice cream is what truly wants−
A couldn't applied science. 


A phase has formed,
when it rains it really pours!
like or hate,
may show or not,
just try to ignore.


learn to live,
learn to love,
learn to feel,
Learnt to learn nothing;
continue, get going.


Could be somehow the darkest part− 
being very unwilling to just let it flow; 
may be because of fear or simply ego.


Fear for an uncharted waters 
and ego for not taking the bridge instead. 
So stagnant. So deep.
With regret (urgh! hurting ego so much), 
Forget.
Let it all go as if nothing happened...