Surreal

May once thought for it to happen 

though definitely didn't plan it nor beg for it;

Not this way, not this fast.

surely don't want to end the strong bond built 

but now everything might just change.

Maybe i should keep a little distance— 

just a little to let you contemplate 

for that matter so that none of us 

get hurt Eventually...

But NO!

i want no barriers.

still, i wanna keep holding on,

enough to be felt

and have you feel it even more!

everyday, every second, every moment;

with no hesitations,

no buts,

no ifs!

not so tight—

so you can explore the world

and see it with your heart;

experience pain, learn around you, be free!

and when everything seems to fall,

First run to Him then walk on,

there you will see Me.