That's It

For all that revealed
From once ever so dear;
Now could almost feel,
No shit it’s real,
Everything is clear.

It is what have always wished,
It is what only hoped for,
To witness you genuinely happy;
Honestly, though not with me,
Than to watch you in a pool of agony.

The most painful triumph ever won,
Yet the battle goes on;
All geared up for tommorow,
After being through with severe,
Wounds are immuned to heal.

Fingers crossed i ponder,
I guess my worst is just over;
I tried to or been let go and so;
For a while i may be sober,
Coz no more reasons to start over.

Mastered being broken everyday,
At the peak amidst of sorrow;
Instincts, truth, realizations,
Faith, acceptance and conscience,
Where only left are fragments.