Then... Everything is seem to just falling apart- well at least for me and i could hear nothing but silence in these wee hours of grueling travel yet long enough to bear the thinking for my brain going to work. A month to go and it's gonna be a year while five days to go and it's gonna be another year. The surrealism seems turning out to be just a little ironic. I don't want to get bored.
Some things are either missed or neglected I had quite kept my distance from some of my worlds i couldn't exactly point at. It is unintentional though yet the effect is eating up to the extent of my subconsciousness. It is vicious and i have to get rid of this cycle.
I'm up for a challenge but just afraid. I need to stand firm for any choice to make and be ready for the circumstances to face along the way. Positivity within me shouldn't just be a consistency or a practice but a character as if it is always the end of my time.
I will get over this phase. I promise.
Some things are either missed or neglected I had quite kept my distance from some of my worlds i couldn't exactly point at. It is unintentional though yet the effect is eating up to the extent of my subconsciousness. It is vicious and i have to get rid of this cycle.
I'm up for a challenge but just afraid. I need to stand firm for any choice to make and be ready for the circumstances to face along the way. Positivity within me shouldn't just be a consistency or a practice but a character as if it is always the end of my time.
I will get over this phase. I promise.
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