I shut off the world for a while. Time like this feels like drowning when I'm the only one left inside a room. It was dark and I couldn't breathe. I tried to grasp some air through my eyes closed, wanting to see the airiest point of my existence. With my hands, i held my chest to feel my heart if i could ever find it. There were several beats- hmmm no. There were a few maybe.I then opened my eyes and all i can see was an endless darkness. I told myself: this is the perfect time for me to either seize or miss the life i have had somehow built. How can i care less than what had been ruined? So cruel and so wrong, what's at stake to regain?
Hearing the silence...
I can only search for light.
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