If this is Goodbye

A question I want to ask you
Waiting for an answer that's true,
For my mind has been puzzled to
If you have really loved me too.

You had carried my somber soul,
Made it dream, wander and soar,
It's fragile you were not aware
That you handled it without care.

My hope all these would heal in time,
Tears would replace with sweetest smile,
Sadness fill with brightest sunshine
'Til it sinks in you can't be mine.

I want to leave and to forget
The feelings I'd never regret
Once upon a time I had felt
When fate destined me to this set.

I know I have to say goodbye,
And lose you from my very eyes;
In secrecy I'd pour my cry,
Try to live as each day goes by.

-another poem-turned-into-a-song... thanks to my guitar!-